In August 2021, South African comedian Ebenhaezer Dibakwane sat down for an interview on the Almost Perfect podcast, where he made a heartbreaking confession: “A lot of white girls would gush over me, but I was feeling worthless inside.” At the time, the interview barely made a ripple, attracting almost zero views on YouTube. Today, in the wake of his tragic death, those words feel like a desperate cry for help—one that went unheard by the world.
The podcast, which resurfaced after his passing, reveals a man who was deeply conflicted, struggling with self-worth, depression, and the crushing weight of fame. Despite his outward success, Ebenhaezer’s words paint a picture of a man who felt unseen, unheard, and unvalued. What’s even more tragic is that the platform he used to share his pain was ignored, a stark reminder of how society often dismisses mental health struggles, especially when they come from men.
The Interview That No One Watched: A Missed Opportunity
Before Ebenhaezer’s death, the Almost Perfect podcast episode featuring his interview had almost no views. This is despite the fact that he spoke openly about his mental health struggles, including feelings of worthlessness and the emptiness he felt despite his success. “I could make thousands of people laugh, but I couldn’t make myself happy,” he admitted during the interview.
The hosts of the podcast, who clearly recognized the importance of his story, tried to raise awareness about mental health. However, their efforts fell on deaf ears. The lack of interest in the video speaks volumes about how society prioritizes—or rather, ignores—mental health issues.
“We wanted to create a space where people could talk openly about their struggles,” said one of the podcast hosts in a recent statement. “Ebenhaezer was brave enough to share his story, but it seems like no one was ready to listen.”
The Illusion of Fame: Admired by Many, Understood by None
Ebenhaezer’s confession highlights the stark contrast between his public persona and his private struggles. “People saw me as this confident, funny guy who had it all together,” he shared. “But inside, I felt like I was drowning. No amount of attention or success could fill the void.”
He spoke candidly about the superficial nature of fame and how it failed to bring him the fulfillment he craved. “A lot of white girls would gush over me, and on the surface, it seemed like I was living the dream,” he said. “But none of it mattered because I didn’t value myself. I felt worthless, like I didn’t deserve any of it.”
A Cry for Help: Why Didn’t We Listen?
In the wake of Ebenhaezer’s death, many have revisited the Almost Perfect podcast, questioning why his cries for help went unheard. “He told us exactly how he was feeling,” one fan remarked. “Why didn’t we take him seriously?”
Ebenhaezer Dibakwane’s 2021 interview on the Almost Perfect podcast revealed his inner struggles. He openly shared his battle with self-worth and depression. Despite his success, he felt empty and worthless. His words—“A lot of white girls would gush over me, but I was feeling worthless inside”—still haunt us today.
Sadly, the interview received almost no views before his death. This shows how society often ignores mental health issues, especially when men speak out. People overlooked his cries for help, even though he shared them openly.
Ebenhaezer’s story reminds us of a harsh truth. We must prioritize mental health awareness. We cannot afford to ignore those who are suffering.
Breaking the Stigma: A Call to Action
Ebenhaezer’s story is a tragic reminder of the importance of addressing mental health, particularly among men. Society often expects men to be strong and resilient, leaving little room for vulnerability. This stigma can prevent men from seeking help, leading to devastating consequences.
If you or someone you know is struggling with depression or suicidal thoughts, reach out to a mental health professional or contact the Suicide Helpline at 0800-567-567 or the Cipla Helpline at 0800-456-789. Both are available 24/7. You can also SMS 31393 for support.
Conclusion
Ebenhaezer Dibakwane’s 2021 interview on the Almost Perfect podcast revealed his inner struggles. He openly shared his battle with self-worth and depression. Despite his outward success, he felt empty and worthless. His words—“A lot of white girls would gush over me, but I was feeling worthless inside”—still haunt us today.
The interview received almost no views before his death. This fact highlights how society often ignores mental health issues, especially when men speak out. People overlooked his cries for help, even though he shared them openly.
Let his story inspire us to take action. We must break the stigma around men’s mental health. We need to listen more closely to those who may be crying out for help.
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